Proteeciemo

2009-01-27T20:42:00.001-08:00

I know i've abandoned this space but I now need to speak to myself so i've return to this sloppy blog. Then now i don't know where to begin, there's so many things inside my head and i just feel like shutting it down and press the button restart.

UK is pretty good but Birmingham bores me now! Should name it Boringham, i think i really do need somewhere fast paced. And when you thought that when you come to uni, people you mix with will be rather oh-divine and mature. BUT hell fucking no, i don't know is it just here but the people that goes to uni seems rather young?? like freakin tweens???? This is a weird transition for me from class in melbourne with people of same age to people who are in their 40s! and work is people like 25 above to 30++. Even clubbin u meet people that are light years from their age! Here its all smalliessssss. sighhhh i feeeeeel old. Its annoying sometimes coz smallies tend to be noobies and omg you'll go -roll eyes- been there done that now stop pestering me :|

Yes. i do realize i can rant. ALOT.

I have so much things to say to people but i rather not. some things are better left unsaid.

I miss home this cny because of those idiotttttssss back home. good times good times.

Got my review for my first project today and pretty good marks although was lost an got carried away with the workload. But my lecturer said the most inspiring thing to me so i have so much to do. pucker up! i need to concentrate so much no its not a joke no more. and she sees what I'm capable of which i cant see fer myself. so interesting seeing where this will go next semester. turning to artsy mode bleh.

Ill continue this another time im already uninspired about what to write on -_-"

if i continue ill prolly end up bitchin as usual.

tooooodles then.

2008-11-07T10:13:00.003-08:00

what happens when your happiness is just a mask to your sorrows?

and why the fuck are u everywhere.

2008-10-28T09:17:00.000-07:00

First snow

The courtyard is white

weeeee.

2008-08-24T22:38:00.000-07:00

M. HUSSAR

2008-08-05T02:14:00.000-07:00

2008-08-05T01:51:00.001-07:00

My character is different from my personality-me

2008-07-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

counting down the months still. meh.

The british commisioner is rather strict i guess, having to change and write so many documents on sponsorship and bleh, why am i going there.
I do hate visa making but i do love uk, just wanna get over and done with the whole dumpy.

I'll be good for another 2 months. Im staying low currently, not really in the mood to party or be "out there". Bore me. Been hiding in my little box room with a piece of paper stuck on my cork board, for design ideas. My brain is like a train i guess I've got already 16 in like a months time. Just sketching needed. Ranges from everything to anything, there's furniture, fashion, household items and random stuff for multi usage. I think im really sucked into this whole industry thing. And must stop buying books or else i cant take all to the kingdom. Books are always the heavy deal. shite.

And i might enter the Muji Awards 03. Google it up. I've already got my "found muji" and "yes, of course!" but i'm just not sure if its alright or good enough. but im gonna give it a whirl. the application process is dreading tho.

I won't ALREADY miss you abit. you're a shmuck. a big one. go get laid or watever u do best with moving things but gud luck :)

And oh, just realised, no comment box or chatter box here. I don't intend to listen to any voices except mine.

tura.

2008-07-07T02:17:00.000-07:00

chimed chimney.

DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU (2) more months to YouKay.

im not here to blog,

im here to tell you,

Jeux d'enfants (Love me if you dare) is a must watch movie. Methinks could be my fave. after Love Actually. and is Frenccccch. Sacre couer.

And i got my accommodation in birmz finally! ishnothomeless. Altho quite expensive but its a new building and opened just in time when i get there. At least its one uni acco that doesnt look depressing and of such mental insititution. meep. place's called Curzon Gateway anyways. rhymed.haha.

2008-06-04T22:45:00.000-07:00

The thing i look most forward to

is not available until i think 2010. -_-"
of coz i've been roving it abt.
Mobile Art. think Karl Lagerfeld, Zaha Hadid, Yoko Ono and Lee Bul.
LONDON MOBILE ART 2010 YO!
im so excited even tho its like years away. The first opening of this is now in Hong Kong. was planning to go HK with angela but didnt turn out, if i did i would be in this art a-lister heaven.

Old Photographs

2008-05-30T04:34:00.000-07:00

I'm somehow drawn to this photograph by Lewis Carroll. It's sorta creepy but interesting actually. The little girl is Irene MacDonald, daughter to another fantasy writer. I'm really drawn to dark images and arts now. dudeeeeeeee. lovin' the picture colors tho, NO DIGITAL CAM YO!
more i stare at it more creepy. eek. Anyways Lewis Carroll and Alice is sorta my guideline to my final year exhibition. Yes, I already figured it out and already have like 1/4 of the proposal being thought out in my brain. All I need now is site visit and approval and errr possibly some people from other departments. Hopes it will work. Oxford and Christchurch is where it'll happen!

I'm free again.

The rants about unemployment, got a job for only like 10 days. Hell. And after the 10 days back to square numero uno of unemployment and loads of free time.

Visa letter is here! stoked stoked stoked. Feels nearer to the U to the K.

Coach's having some clearance sale now. Old stocks. Just manage to get a clutch purse. Wouldn't wanna blow so much cash on Coach. Don't really fancy it. Momma says save the money for something better. By that, she wants to get me Burberry, which, later i found out Isetan Burberry is having 30 and 50 off. omg. but still didn't get anything. The problem is, i cant carry so many goods to UK. Don't wanna go overweight again. Ain't gonna fly with MAS airlines now...they're a rip off. Might be British Airways or Emirates (i think?) where i have to transit thru Dubai!!! dudeeeeeeeeeee.

On job hunting again. How funn.

2008-05-02T09:48:00.000-07:00

I have 4.5 months to waste.
Currently unemployed.
AND NEEDS FUCKING EMPLOYMENT
because...

I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS BOREDOM. ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY.

clearly. the evidence is obvious.

and no one ard me is sane as well.except.....Nette?

currently switching to the moods of Tim Burton ala Vincent Price. because...... sub cultures of the mind is very very interesting. and these, blossoms creativity. which is why, i already got my idea for my final year student exhibition. I just need my modal, plenty of time and pretty much figured out my location. wooohoooooo. *feels creative*
hope it will turn out la. niama.

i need a job. pronto monto conto di bonco.
wtf.

I'm in

2008-04-14T00:21:00.001-07:00

okay i've change the link of the blog and the layout which is my first layout of the blog which i closed down coz of some reason and yea. I just combined the other 2 to make this one. wtf. im too lazy to find new layouts and stuff.

So i got inked last saturday, after post-poning it for like...2 freakin months and giving my tattoo artist a hard time changing the design a gazillion times. haha. got the outlined done after 4 hours, and honestly it doesnt hurt. im a sadist i reckon. will be back for colour this weekend i cant freaking wait for the end result!
Will post up the picture after it's all done.

Anddd, 2 days ago, i checked my mail and guess wat, Birmingham Uni emailed me and I got my unconditional offer letter!!!! to add more sugar, its a 3 yr degree honours course and i manage to cut a yr giving me a second yr entry leaving me 2 years only to get my degree!! its blardy better than studying 3 yrs in RMIT. im so stoked, excited and chuffed I cant freakin wait to go there!! im only an hour away from London and i can go there every weekend. And i've actually got onto the London and Notting hill map and mark down all the places i must visit.Markets, vintage stores, galleries and stuff. Comparing with RMIT and Birmingham Uni, i graduate half yr earlier and i saved 100k for my dad. I must say, I am brilliant (LOLOLOL excuse me). I'm leaving first week of September, pretty fast i guess. The professor that interviewed me in the UK fair loved me mwwahahaha and i guess my portfolio is rather strong, ive even added some projects that i created myself hahaha so yeahhh.
excited excited excited. plans to move to london after i graduate. :)
Will celebrate this weekend!
Me to booze : Hello old friend.

dates to remember

2008-02-25T00:40:00.000-08:00

2nd of march - off to melbourne

11th of march - back from melbourne

16th of march - getting inked @ black cat. pronto.

22nd of march - the submission.

I AM DONE WITH MELBOURNE.
next, to a better location.

Finally,

2008-02-01T03:36:00.000-08:00

We are united once again!! rawrrrr!

the best 7 months are to come!!

surprised nette yesterday in the hospital. Her face and reaction, pricelesssssss!

so was mine when i saw that monkey of a bitch appear in my living room when i was showering.

what bollocks!!

So our friend got chopped this afternoon and i still have not know her condition. will visit her sooonn.

after surprising nette we left the hosp and went over to Murni for bonding sesssion. Juiciest talk ever. practically bitching like bitches!

Ahhhh,

I love them. I love them. I love them.

thats why no bfs, we have wives. except belle sheesh friggin bi.

like i said, michiefs are happening. Even the cripple lady know how to escape from her parents to go out and hang out lah when she's cripple~

sure is hot here.......

2008-01-16T00:25:00.000-08:00

Why? why leave melbourne?

The city is not artistic enough for me *cough
I realise im somewhat not so inspired in melbie compared to malaysia, i kid u not.
And SOMEHOW LAH somehow ive become like more chinesey, not a bad thing but more cantonesey! omfg. hongkified omfg. i hate that. i actually hate the hongkie people's gestures and behaviour, which sometimes, they converse like they had an ostrich brain. if u know how big is an ostrich's brain.
omfg. im like out my my league *sour face*

i have like 5 preferences now.

1. Central Saint Martins (*shivers, send a shiver down my spine)
2. Chelsea.
3. Middlesex University (LOL)
4. Nottingham Trent (apparently is really good for design)
5. Thames Valley @ Reading ( but its like......far from London...swt)

preferbably numero uno and dos, because its under uni of arts london.

and

i havent done my portfolio...................................
because some of my files are in

Melbourne.

--_--"
double that.

but im working on it.........verry slowly.......oh well application ends march anyways.

BUT what if i dont get the uni i want and the placement!!!
im so fuckign worried. then i might need ot continue with RMIT coz dad says so.....
and then ill waste 1 yr !! omfg i need to defer it~~~~~~
omfg.
omfgggggg.
the deadlines over but i didnt even care abt it..................
have to freakin call the office tomorrow....................................
i hate decisions............and adult life......................LIFE IS NOT CRAYONS ANYMORE bahhhhhhhhhhhh.

im in dilemma with time.ALWAYS.

sigh........................ time..........

lets see how things goes next week after a visit and interview with the british council..............

Happy 2008

2008-01-01T19:59:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year people. I dont have much enthusiasm anyways i dont know why because somehow i sense that every year is the same -_-" I have no resolutions this yr because it'll be a spontaneous one. Whatever happens and whatever i do is, whatever it will be.

2007 is great and painful haha. but i think im much better with it. stupid cruel world.

Anyways celebrated NY in Genting! It was such a idiotic new years i tell you and its idiotic till its funny. Saw picked me up at ard 8.15 and we went straight to the airport to fetch ernest who will arrive from melbourne. fine. then after then we head up to Genting and there's like freakin traffic everywhere. Even in the mountain of Genting mahai. 11.30, we're still in the car in the traffic and we've already prepare to celebrate new years in the car. LOL. then saw stop the car, parked it on the side and decided to walk up. MAHAI LA WALKING UPHILL DAMN TIRING OK. i swear my legs go smaller lol but then gained weight again coz the next day we ate 4 meals. shite. fine la reach in highlands hotel where we suppose to meet ve, vicca and the others... we pulak cannot freaking find them la! and they freakin cannot ifnd us. nvm la, then they starting coutning down from 10 we know we'll celebrate ourselves just the 3 of us. BUT, we where in the wrong direction of the building. when the fireworks wento ff, we could only see half of the fireworks, the apple trees. then we budged to another spot, WORSE we could only see 1/4 of the fireworks. then we squeezed in thru the crowd and finally! we got to see the whole picture but it was already the last 5 minutes.....mahaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. dman fun i swear new years,damn fun -_-" Stayed a night in first world hotel and practically didnt sleep much. coz everyone was talking and getting entertained with David's magic skills.creepy u know.
so its not a bad way to start 2008 haha.

Santa Ana.

2007-12-02T03:57:00.000-08:00

Currently working working working and more working.

Momma's coming in 6 days. Hurrahh.

A lot of funny things happening lately. Everyone i meet cracks me up. I think im just stil too ticklish.

Had a real DMC with Belle last 2 days. RUN DMCCCCCC. deep meaningful conversation.lol. been hanging out with a bunch of monkeys giving me all sorts of new word. like FLCT la. Fai Lan Chat Tit. wtf man.

Been drinking super lot.
1. because the ppl i know drink alco like water.
2. working in a bar. plenty of supply. and i dun even need to pay for it.
3. its the normality for me now.

gosh i swear my liver is gonna pecah soon.

Lewis left the country already i think. Back to Japan. i think. because he didnt even tell me he's leaving. he's really cute u know. wahahhaa.

Derek aslo left already. bloody bugger. " i duwanna tell you how kl is later u jeles" hsjfjkhkxhjghksugjhakujghhkihatehim already.

i guess no point la ranting abt being stuck here. just plan everyday to the fullest and do my things. thanks to rachel for the advise. i needed someone to tell me that.haha.

i bought a new camera! sony t70! touch screen! i got it 150 aud cheaper! because i know ppl! hurrah! its only 400aud retails selling 549 i think. whoope.

Graduation coming soon. Falls on my bday! 12/12
i think my bday just gonna go have some nice dinner after grad ceremony rather than partying or something or clubbin. bored of it already. OLD already 0_o *criessss*
hummer only plan for 21st ler. *cat smile*

I'm having identity crisis now. Confusion may occur.

im weird and violent. i am loveeely arent i aye?

2007-11-21T23:04:00.000-08:00

i think ive adopted a new hobby.

making lines on ur hands isnt fun anymore.

throwing glass, plates and whatever things that breaks onto the wall is funner.
and making holes on it.

it seriously makes u smile when you're pissed off. i promote people to try it if u havent.
lololol yes i am mad.

and i hate u Balvinn!!

yohhhhhh!

2007-11-20T09:07:00.000-08:00

its been a while since i sign in to write. its 4.08 am now and i just came back from the bar. not really drunk but a lil there. Played tai wa sek until siau and the most funniest round.

Retail therapy today!! after working like mad last week! went to myer coz myer had this one night only sale for xmas tonight. Me and KaMan went around. Bought some inner apparel which are really cute and make up stuff. Bought this big pink make up box which is freakin heavy. Feel fricking good to spend your own money. no guilt ya know.

Then after myer shopping went to dinner with Emz. supposely to go to this korean restaurant, but fully booked swt..... so we went tomodachi. Food there is good actually. Talk plenty much ghost stories haha. went to cho gao to drink after that. its a nice place really i actually love that place. No wonder darren and all like that place. I loved the balcony overseeing to the state library!

i sense something good is going to happen :)
i hope so
i wish so
i pray so

ive been good God, so bless me :) make this year a good one. The best year of your life arent as easy as it seems they say. I say ditto to that.

My efforts pay off. hopefully umpteen much.
I have faith in it.

Big black box again tomorrow. Where i am me.

And oh i got fucking high in seven last friday until i have to run away from everyone whos pushing me to drink. i dont even know what theyre feeding me.
hahaha
everyone's like where are u..."im home already" "WTFFFFFFF"
lmaooooooo its a escape!

Its a high life. no really, its really a high life. HAHAAHAH.
tura.

ya'llllllll

2007-10-31T22:48:00.000-07:00

hell yeah one more week and im done. assignments are looking good at this point. altho sleepless nights is still the option. but i will still be busy like after all this assignments coz har har too many people wanna catch up with me. coffee this there and here, meeting him her them and visiting my second and third and fourth home more often. ya di ya da. and oh work.

i now know what it feels like, like that line that people say, laughing your way to the bank. hehe. esp with the money you EARNED yourself. not like someone la. u know. no $$$ only waiting for bf to buy them stuff. cannot buy on the spot hor? and the bf also like kapoosh. like the few times, clubbin also hop on people's table to drink and act like he opened the bottle. hor? aiks. well well, change topic!

im in auto cad lab now blogging. am too lazy to draw anymore.

i hate it when all of yous tell me that they don't wanna see me leave this beautiful city. hmm hmm hmm you guys are making me miss this place if i ever decided not to continue here. boo hoo. now im really really undecided and confused. well done people.

my fringe is too long liao.

2007-10-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

its time for me to cut it again.... lol..but i seem to have lost the magic skill of cutting my own hair.
Was suppose to cut my hair last monday with Rachel at plush, the new hair saloon opened in myer, but at last we didnt coz she cant get the style of her hair done and mine was getting to ex. So we left with the same hair lol.

imma be rather mia for 2 weeks coz of frickin assignments again. what's new? auto cad and computers will be my new best friend for 2 weeks.

Still rather irritaited with the homo boss. pshhtttt. whatever i earn from 9 to 6 on sat, i earn it back on 11 to 3. . . easier...and less boring.. rude homo hang up on me *curses*

My dad called me to go back early to relax and spend time with them and my friends rather than work in melb. so nice right. but i'll think abt it......and i have to book my air tix soon now or else i have to swim back home liao.

Assignments ahhHHHhHHH. on the battle field once last time.....

Prawns are evil

2007-10-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

they cut your fingers.

Theres umpteen much things happening now. Hilarious things. Everyday something amuse me. I'm meeting too many people. My workplace esp. The angry German who curses on aussies calling them names that made me burst out laughing and my boss thought ive gone mad, the heroin addict who happily tells me he's addicted and is going to rehab the next day...like wtf, people who i randomly see that just saying hi bye and suddenly ask me out to talk about life, the tour guide who kept pushing me to go holidays like backpacking and cheap hotels and ask me to run away from my job at my workplace itself...how ironic..., Going to drink beer with a bunch of construction men! lol my social life has broaden to all type race ages occupation and randomness, and loads more lovely people, like the girl who always leave drawings on the table which are really cute and waves to me with so much enthusiasm when we met on the street, and also, the load of question asked to me " you look familiar, have i seen u before?" -_-". My face is common maybe.................................

im officially started to pick up a new bad habit. so fucked.

was super duper emo last few days. everything just suddenly hit me banggg like a road kill....im sorry to make some of u worry...lol coz i told them i wanna suicide and jump down from the 20th floor coz too stress......im only kidding ya know................comic relief ok! but ya, im solving one by one. Thanks to yoji who comforted me and even bought me McD! lol at 4 am.................it was Chris actually, and the next day i feel more emo coz i think ive gained weight................but nvm.

Mr. Tim is back from beijing and when i called him today, he didnt answer hello, but wei (mandarin hello)... and i was like hahahahah..........he's so chinese now! but hes still white.....hmmmm......

lack of sleep season again, if u see me pls dont be surprise of the condition of my face, i might look like walking zombie...........

life is exilirating...or however u spell it. YAY.

a lil come back

2007-10-07T22:35:00.000-07:00

i think some girls, wait, girl is really a retard.
Lol kinda lazy to layan whatever shes saying but umm i have more counter stories than urs. but i decided to be a good person and keep it to myself. har har.
and im not you.
sigh, what to do, my parents can afford my lifestyle.
anyways, with a prick boyfriend like yours, theres no need for enviation. goshhhh.
and ummm what are u and your posse,wait, not posse, there's only one girl, that monster looking creature, is going to do....?

amuse me :D

cant come up with a title.

2007-10-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

Yes. another monkey weekend. the weekend where i party too much, worry about AND doing asssignment too much( hey i play and work at the same time ok), and work as in work work not assignment work as well, all that plus together for 3 days. Call me crazy but i think i like it. wahahahahahah. Se7en tomorrow night againnnnnn. will be going with my umbrella girl, and her friends, this 2 dude, who are from sydney and crashing our place! i like guests. makes our house a lil more lively. lol.for those who been to my new apt, u know how entertainment gets ard!
and then i have to decide to go guggenheim tomorrow or not coz its ending on sunday and i have only tomorrow to go. niamaaaaaaaa.
will be working full day....9 to 6 on saturday.....sienssssss and then maybe blink....and then GK! yayyyyyyerrrs. Hahha actually im being forced to go la! fucking expensive la the tickets! but whateverrrr its all in the name of fun and being a "pou ka" hahahaha. and hah, heh, sorry la, im gonna be low class abit and go GK la *roll eyes* NGEKS lol. im not a high flyerrrrrrr! hmmm. and knowing GK will be like till the suns comes up, i gotta go work at 11 till 11 night -_-" then do assignment prolly till the monday morning..........
why is my life so hardcore la.
but seriously like i said study work and play hardcore!!!!!! ive gone bonkers!

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVOURITE MAN or MEN my dad and brother... on last Weds. they share the same bday, what a coincidence. I called my mom to see what are they doing or celebrating, and my mom gave me the most funniest answer. which im not gonna tell. heh. but i swear my family gets cuter and cuter day by day. i wanna go hooooomeeeee.

ive been a good girl :) honest.

i really need like 36 hours a day,,,,,,,,,,,,
24 is not enuff -_-"
the only day im really free...er half free is on monday.....and friday.................................
suddenly all my days are taken when last month, i have so many fricking time! coz i only have 2 days class! and 5 days off!! its the other way ard now! omfg.

its 1.30 am. home alone. kaman's at work. and im bored but hyper!!!
im such a choti kuti!

Read.

2007-09-29T05:56:00.000-07:00

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin

nuff said.

you had me at Hello!

2007-09-23T07:39:00.001-07:00

Holidays
but it doesnt make a difference seeing how many days of classes i have and how many classes i skip and how many days are spent bummin ard.
but im slowing down now la! staying at home and do assignment and talk to my loveliessss.

I had a very weird dream last night. so weird, i thought it was true in real life and i was frickin happy but when i woke up, its like...wtf..tulan. I dream that he came back :X and we were playing like kiddies in the shopping mall. Like old times. SIGH! i miss u like hella lots these few days. and yeah alex shutup. i know what u wanna comment already. im such a emotional child. cant help it.

Im dead tired now! just came back from work. im gonna go bonkers soon! which is why tomorrow i am going to the art gallery to get my frickin sanity back. i love my little big grey box *cat smile* or maybe got shopping on chapel with my bitchyy which we we're suppose to go today but ummmm... didnt know what happened. We just forgot. LOL.

momma called! and helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo she approves of a second tattoo! which actually i forced her to say yes! and yes, my motherrrr knows abot my first and lets meee! shes way cool altho i bully her a lot. LOL. and she does the randomest thing in the world. like the other day, she calls me like earrrrrly morning and tell me " im going isetan and i feel like buying u bras. how many u want"
Like WTF! she made me paused for a minute before i realise its a lil absurd.

i miss my babiess. im happy happy coz i think belle is. stupid woman! but netters is not so in the state of happiness. NO MORE TEARS BABES PLS! i love u and ALTHO I WISH I WAS THERELA BUT 3 MORE MONTHS LA then we can FIREWORKS LIKE MAD and u know what we'll do. OUR therapy. i miss u so umpteen much. miss yo famiglia tooooo. I love both my besties parents. like really. i usually umm not fond of most parents, well coz you need to be soooo shy and proper, but these 2, theirs rock. i miss fondling lol FONDLING ard their house.

this thursday is my degree application thingie openssss. im gonna apply degree in rmit anyways. and CSM when i get back malaysia. CSM is where John Galliano wentt!! i found out from this stupid tape my lecturer made us watch. now i have to do nd prepare my portfolio!

ok im sleepy i run out of things to mumble. i dun feel like meeting anyone now. no acquintances (sp?) for now please. even close acquintance. or far or the ones that ignores you. wuteverrrr. i have enough scene of hypocrasy. double face surface yadi yada. you make me laugh. thank you for the entertainment. i have the loves in my life already. now bugger off!! :D

ill make my blog interesting next entry. picc picccccccccc. im STILL lazy for now.

seriously,

2007-09-19T03:41:00.000-07:00

what am i waiting for........................ i already have the pass since long ago! wtf!!!

Holidays!!!!!!!!!!!! is ere'. is e'rrrreee''e'e

I likee tarts.

im maddddd. its about time!

dont mind this one. im absolutely out of mind when im writing this. *gringrinchinchin*

Bally's blog got issues now. HA.

nesssssie's

2007-09-12T20:48:00.000-07:00

Hellooooo im back back backeeety back!
i decided to update for the love of mine to Belle Gill coz shes saying im making issues and has been cheating on her. i actually have. with a man! HAR HAR. but anyways yeah i miss crappin on these pages.

Holidays coming soon!!! and now im a hard worker! im working 2 jobs...but im still not rich.... because i promise mommy im paying my own bills....sigh. i dun wanna spend anymore of my dads money.
Assignment is ummm a lil hanging...neglected it for abit and got commented by crazy ass italian woman which all of us dislike. sigh.

BUt anyho, ive moved to a new apartment on Southbank! behind crown..................... but no, i dont go there much.

im cooking rice. the rice cooker is absolutely mad. MAD i tell ya. its jumping by itself.

Royal melbourne show is comingnngnnggnngngngngng. missed it last yr but deffo not this yr!

And yeah. one more thing. I think ive play around enough!!! i still have my brains ok.Im gonna be a LITTLE more serious until i graduate. well i sorta know my priorities but i just didnt bother much coz i was in happy mode. but nay nay, ive play much and harddddd and now its the opposite. :D
which means less clubbin, less drinkin(my lungs are so toxic) and less bummin.

Working on an art collectionnnnn.... i drew some but not coloured....to lazy to colour.

YEsterdy was Tim's birthday, happy birthday big man.

And ChiaEe went back msia! wont be seeing her in se7ennnnn. she oughta come back soon.

Other than this, im done.
Basicallyyyyyy for now, im a happy chappy. this is the moment!
pix of my new place, i willpost, later, i think, perhaps.

Tuuuura.

Blaaaaaa x2

2007-08-16T03:34:00.000-07:00

ive really abandoned this blog. geeeeeeee whiz

and will still be MIA for 1 month! because will be busy busy busy to write nonsense here!
wahahahha.

ill update sumthin in a month i guessssss.
TUrA.

RANDOMizer

2007-07-24T12:43:00.000-07:00

From Fed Square Design Workshop

To a blurry 7 am

To scribbles.

6 am.
Off to gym.

2007-07-24T01:26:00.000-07:00

When was the last time you did something good?

question yerself.

?

2007-07-13T11:55:00.000-07:00

love you both...... thank you for tonight.......

thanks to him for tonight... sorry for the trouble....

things dont always seem like it is from them outside........

and a famous philosopher said "a good cry cleanses your soul"

2007-07-04T12:12:00.000-07:00

She said im way higher than that.
She said i dont deserve all that shit.
She said to me "go"
She said to me fuck it up like how i would.
She said to me she would rather go on with me but it was me who didnt make the initiative. lol.
She asked why do i sayang people so much
She knows im sucking it up.
She knows i tolerate too much.
She is the person who know i can do anything with.
She is the person who knows my true value.
She is the person that cares for eternal beauty in everything.
She is the person who takes up my ego shit. my fuck u las.
She is the person who i can go jogging on for 2 hours bitching and calling it therapy.
She is the only person who knows what it feels like to feel like me.
She is the person who is gonna have her skinny leg run get run by a blade! AHHHHHH!
She knows why im angry. im down.
She is the only person i know that can layan everything, including my screamo, metal subculture music.
She is the person who would always bring my self esteem up again when certains bring it down.

And i want to slap u hard for making urself emo. No one can be emo except me. LOL
but whatever your decision, if you are happy with him, then i am more than happy.
btw: he called me something funny giving me names on the phone the other day.

She's my Banger Sister.
:)

. . .

2007-06-29T06:16:00.001-07:00

Dear sei pondan,

please come online anytime soon.
sorry did not reply you when u msged like a few days ago. no credit + was on hols in some country island with no internet connection. so did not go online.

but i know u got stories kakaaakakakak.

Faster pondan!

2007-06-27T09:24:00.000-07:00

Believing is timid.

Faith is believed for the first time.
To no avail,

Im on my own once more.

And this is change.
not wanting to extinct.

Its a good thing.

Artemis Fowl. A good one.
I wanna go thru it again.

i likeee thisssss!

iPHONE

2007-06-27T08:57:00.000-07:00

i want one iphone. im starting to love these mac apple stuff. junkie for it!

this phone has everything. and kick Microsoft PC's ass anytime.
and i loooooveeee the touch screen featureeeee.

More of the functions and what it does.

Its selling in the US tomorrow 29th June 6pm but in the states of course. And i dont think it will be in asia or Aussie till 2008. which makes me upset.

Everyone should get one. In fact everyone should get macs.
i love apple mac.
and i want one of the iphone :S

dandes

2007-06-23T19:00:00.000-07:00

if i were to receive a bouquet,

it wont be flowers or the sort.

i would want this.

Dandelions!!!

can u imagine thousand of them. you can sit forever and blow them one by one!

2007-06-23T18:43:00.000-07:00

nonchalantality (wd?) is a funny thing.

tickle tickle tickle tickle. witches of eastwick........ i loved cher in that movie tho.

And knn. alex prolly laughing abt this. its not funny btw.
I lower my ego to bertanya khabar that mahlou sibeh cherng!
Chudele!!!!! hope he get sent to some weird suburban and get knocked by dodgy gay ass camo.

breathe...........................................

emotion abt the terencat.
must be too much anime. name it.i watched it. -_-"

Vicca, ernest, malcolm,tasha and I went swimming freakin 8 in the morning and they didnt even sleep the whole night. suddenly, we're all healthy. no wonder camels are running here and there in aussie. And vic mart now to buy crude killing animal meat.-_-" blame the chlorine water.

im bored. i feel like blowing some cash on a tatt. but i dont know what to do.

Young GUNS!

hilaryyy.

2007-06-23T07:06:00.000-07:00

Seriously its so hilarious, i kept laughing in my heart.

Laydeeeesssss and gents.

i have found the next gem for HOELEYTIMBER.

and dont 2 face me lahhhh. jior.

lalalalalala*

2007-06-22T10:16:00.000-07:00

2 more weeks ah!

waaaaaa i want her to come back faster ahhhhhhhhh.
the only one i can talk to lots lotssssss.

and shes the best listenerrrrr
misss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu much.

bad breed.

2007-06-22T06:05:00.000-07:00

I used to wonder,

why some girls do what they do to you.

I begin to understand.

Youre just a bad breed in disguise.

i just aint that low like them to turn the buttons on.

Possibly the most anti-sexist selfish person ever. even tho u dont realise it.
but sorry to say thats the impression you left on.

what a legacy.

Cute Boy

2007-06-19T15:59:00.000-07:00

Possibly the cutest and most talented 13yr old boy.
Hes effing cute. I love him!

Ant and Dec is as well. but the problem is i still cant diffrentiate which is Ant which is Dec.
:S

2007-06-17T19:23:00.000-07:00

prettttty.
i like anything with fibreglass lights.

this is some tunnel to some restaurant in shanghai. i think.
KEwL eH?
lol.

CBGB

2007-06-16T20:37:00.000-07:00

love the interior.

This is CBGB. the world famous American club that was all about punk and rock&roll.
but sadly its closed down! on oct 06. i tot it was just gibberish. but its now kapposh.

I want a CBGB tshirt :(

photo from newyorkdaily.blogspot.com

i like the idea of the daily photos bloggie! good for showing people, places and event cultures in everywhere.
personal fav - londondailyphoto.blogspot.com (duh) and arradondailyphoto.blogspot.com

2007-06-16T20:11:00.000-07:00

I loveeee this vid. Sexayyyyy.
theyre inhuman for the body and tush like that!

2007-06-15T18:04:00.000-07:00

i loike solitary scenes.

when i think i am finally able to do something for myself and nvr get any opinion

like,

being at the NGV, drawing, or reading.

at the cof shop.

taking really early walks. like really early. ard. tho one day i encounter a person like in a alley way, which i wasnt sure is it human/ mugger or ghost. kinda scary.

then, u'd see me walking smiling to myself.

ahhhh.solitary.

and oh. the state just lets u know what u really and truly like and want. bcoz theres no peer pressure.

and i have learnt my lesson.
it was the worths.

Garden state - great movie.

so, what are u afraid of? what are your fears?
mine, i thought about it, and Bally, just like u, i fear the same thing. like really.
Whats yours?
what does it take to become fearless.
completely knowing and in control of your life?
we once know and can do that, i think we both lost that magic power now,
and because,
we were too nice.

thougthful.

2007-06-14T04:38:00.001-07:00

OMG shes all grown up so quick!! last yr i saw her she was still a baby like a month old!!

this is my Canadian cousin by the way!
Baby Sierra!
shes too cute!

stole the pix frm my cousin lololol.

why all mixed are so cute :S

2007-06-08T14:18:00.000-07:00

the third sunrise!

2007-06-07T14:28:00.000-07:00

i finally finish the big big assignment!!!!

i can breathe now and take care of some smalls one. which are easy peasy.

my lecturers liked my work. its good.

and on wednesday i have the funniest and easiest exam ever. i only have 1 exam which is the design history exam and John, our lecturer is champion. we were suppose to asnwer the question by looking at pictures of interiors and define the architect, the lad forgot to take out the names in some, and practically the asnwer's there. we laugh so hard and he even said oh well this is our little revision. hes the best lecturer in australia ok! i told him i didnt sleep for 2 days finishing his work and then i got another of his work due like the next day, he gave me extension and then call me to get some sleep coz hes worried abt me! thats so sweet. hes awesomeeeee.

Finishing the last presentation board today was a hella relief. Me and Jar spent like the whole day after the exam which is 14 hours straight in the library and the CAD labs to finish our renderings and photoshops.we were like zombies i swear.

My mom asked me if i want to go back this holiday. ho ho ho. i really wanna so bad...but its ex ok. and i wanna work.but i still cant find a proper job. im picky. i dont wana work anything with food or waitressing coz ive broken enough glass and plates! and its freakin hard work with small pay!
i need something more excitinggggg.

I miss Becky :(
i talketh to her again on the phone. sigh. i so wish she could talk.

and my mom suddenly bought me a Coach. from US. the new edition one which she said hasnt come out in msia. showed me the bag in the web and i loveeee it. My mom knows me taste.
and i told alex and showed him, he practically browse the whole webbie and told me that and that is niceeeeeeeeee omg!! i swear he was so gay.right dude? sunnies and shoes!! hes such a girlfriend! hahahahha.

overall im abit less stress. less moody and more smiley and happier.
i just wanna say

I MISS BELLE
I MISS NETTE (so sexy ya!)
I MISS THE FURBALL
I MISS MY MA MY PA
I MISS MAMAKS
I MISS WONDERING AROUND MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WITH BELLE TO NOWHERE AND THEN ENDED UP IN THE GARDENS DRINKING BEING PEST TO THE NEIGHBOURHOOD LIKE SOME ALCOHOLIC BITCH AND JUST TALK ABT LIFE IN GENERAL.
I MISS DRIVING UP TO SS2 AND SURPRISE NETTE AND OUR GOSSIP BITCHING OUTING AND JUST HANGING OUT IN HER HOUSE DOING NOTHING AND SLEEPOVERS AFTER CLUBBIN.
I MISS HOME FRIENDSSS , SOH WOON, THANKS FOR UR TIME! SIGH I THINK WERE THE ONLY LIKE SANE AND THINKING PPL IN THE NEIGHBOURHOOD.
I MISS NASI LEMAK.
I MISS OU

i miss home and its humble people :(

" be proud, as for then who you are are shown to others, be a bitch be selfish, as for no one is more important than yourself, let things go your ways, the way you want it to be. But, always keep a certain something beside you that make you and remind you to be humble at the same time. That is then what makes you, you. Innocence is always taken away with time but its roots will never erase it with time. "

2007-06-03T09:39:00.000-07:00

ehem*

pardon the previous post.
i dont usually get mad. but when i do, its breaking the horizons.

I want to make my half yr a good one, the one which makes me love this place. Which is why ive decided.

Cant wait to go GC.

Cant wait till i grad.

I want to be back home.
someone just take me home. . . . .
i had enuff of negativities and depressing moments.

Semester ending in 4 days. cant wait.

2007-06-01T04:26:00.000-07:00

Uber funny and cute.

1 MORE WEEEEEEEEK!

Chuin Pouuuuu

2007-05-23T08:34:00.001-07:00

Heeeellllo jellloooo.

Erm yeah i had to start a new one. Coz my mom didnt like the old one. Too much crap she reckon. and my aunts kinda discover it -_-"
Ye old one is still there just privatised. i think only Belle can access it. no idea why.

Pok kai.

2 more weeks then im free again because the semester is ending!!! but im all busy nowwwww.
Late night sleeps...or rather morninggggg. . .go to class like a zombie, then sleep on the afternoon and wake up at night and do assignment again.
real funnnnn.

Nothing interesting now! only mong tou chi sin.

Tura.